Category Archives: Philosophy

A thought on depressions…

An economic boom is a time when the value consumed exceeds the value generated within an economy. In other words, there is money floating around that does not actually have a grounding in any valuable economic activity but can be used to consume value all the same (remember, money is not actually value; it’s an imprecise representation of it). The bust that invariably follows such an era is the elimination of the “negative value” that has accumulated from such a boom and a return to economic equilibrium, where money actually begins to represent value again. If I can be so bold as to rip off one of the laws of thermodynamics for my own purposes:

The overall change in the energy of a system is the change in heating – the change in work. In economics, the formulation is even simpler: profit = revenue – cost.

They are actually saying the same thing using different terms. In fact, if you used energy as a currency, these would be exactly the same law.

This time around, many people were given loans that they could not repay. These loans appear to have been used primarily to finance house purchases, which caused demand to rise and the price of a house to artificially increase. It was, of course, the sort of fake money I had just mentioned, untied to any real value because nothing significantly changed in overall productivity to match the increased consumption.

The economy, unlike the universe, is an open system. Value can be both added and removed. No significant value was added to the system, so “value revenue” was 0. The money used to purchase houses destroyed value, so “value cost” was positive. Thus, value was lost.

Because money is an imprecise measure of value, it took a while for people to notice, and thus everything appeared to be going really well.

Until it finally caught up, of course. The fall in house prices that followed was an act of balance. The pathological money was eliminated from the economy as house prices fell, thus it became tied to the actual value of the houses again. (The other solution that would have resulted in equilibrium would have been massive amounts of inflation, so this is actually preferable).

The reason why this is a disaster rippling throughout the economy is mere reliance on this fake money by both the lenders (who collected interest on it) and the borrowers (who “leveraged” it). The interest they collected was fake value too, of course. And then they invested that into other assets. And that was also fake.

When the bubble burst, this complex web of interdependencies, all built with valueless money, fell apart. That’s my take on it, anyway.

So for those who consider my frustration with inauthenticity unwarranted, consider what effect it has had on your economy. They spring from the same cause.

Withdrawing one's sanction really works.

In Atlas Shrugged, withdrawing one’s sanction was removing one’s consent to servitude. It manifested in the story as the Strike that I think most outcast intellectuals have dreamed of on their own at one point or another, only on a grand enough scale to actually work.

I’ve been playing with the concept myself recently – becoming far more forceful than usual when finding myself in a situation where others rely on me but refuse to acknowledge me, up to threatening to end my service towards them.

And it has been working. I think that, deep down, many of those who wish to run my life realize that they need me more than I need them. I’ve planned so many contingencies throughout my life and have learned so many things that I have become irrepressible by this point. Close one door and I’ll charge full steam ahead through another.

They, on the other hand, have devoted all of their lives to a particular path, on which I am now a crucial node.

I don’t begrudge them this. But I will not bow down to their rule any more than I would ask them to bow to mine.

So much for that.

I think I’ve found a way to condense about twice the material normally presented into a CS class. Unfortunately, everyone just thinks I’m overestimating the students’ ability. Perhaps that’s true, perhaps not, but now there is no way to tell. Worse, there’s no way to pick out the students who would excel in such an environment.

How are new educational methods tested, if not in a classroom? How will the system ever improve?

Why am I the only one who cares?

*Shrug* No choice but to see how it works. Maybe the students really don’t have the potential I give them credit for. It is my first time teaching, after all.

Seeing possibilities is so incredibly frustrating. Anyone who thinks it’s a picnic doesn’t do it very often. My life isn’t easier for it. Quite the contrary: I’ve probably exhausted several typical lifetimes of mental anguish, and I haven’t even broken 25 yet.

Fail early, fail often, and don't work with groups unless they can do things faster than you can individually.

Failure at something is far from the worst you can do. The worst you can do is wait, because there’s a good chance you’ll have a very difficult time getting started at it again. There are a few consequences of this that I have considered: The first is to start fulfilling your life aspirations early. Perhaps you will fail at them, but you’ll have plenty of time to pick up the pieces and keep trying, whereas if you wait, you’ll spend a long time learning nothing about how to attain these goals. Delay perpetuates itself. The second is not to wait for anyone to catch up to you. Working in a group is invariably a slowdown, and it very often takes orders of magnitude more time to get something accomplished as a group than you could accomplish it individually. This happens with all groups, no matter how competent; the most competent group I’ve ever put together is still guilty of it. If you find a group lagging behind on something very important to you, don’t wait for them – do it yourself and go around them. Finally, as it applies to groups, it applied to other exogenous factors. Don’t wait too long for conditions to be right, as they may never be perfectly suitable and you may lose one chance waiting for another.

I think that’s one of the reasons I have so many accomplishments under my belt: while everyone is busy waiting, I’m doing. I started programming at 8, and since then, the scope of my aspirations has only continued to grow, even in the face of harsher and harsher external conditions and more insurmountable roadblocks.