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I'm going to have trouble doing research…

Because it requires expending too much energy seeking out collaborations. When I expressed a wish to work with Tarjan, it was a goal inextricable from that of gaining admission to Princeton, where he works. “Why not collaborate with him anyway?” is a question that does not make sense to me – how can I do so when I’m consumed by research at Temple? Even if I had the time, why would he be willing to work with me, considering that he was probably an integral part of the reason that I was rejected? I also don’t relish the idea of working to grant any sort of glory to an institution that refused me the education required to attain my research goals – something I’ve already done for UPenn because my group is collaborating with researchers there.

I need to find the time to work on my own research problems and make significant discoveries, as I did when I was at Monmouth. Perhaps most researchers can endure devoting their time to others’ problems. Perhaps most researchers simply view research as a job; a system in which to work. Perhaps most researchers view interacting with the research community as half the fun.

I am not most researchers. Ideas themselves compel me and I would give much to cut myself off from those who have obstructed my pursuit of those ideas.

I am afraid I was born into a scientific environment approximately four hundred years too late. My scientific philosophy aligns much more closely with that of the 17th century than the 21st.

Time!

There simply isn’t enough time in the day for me to pursue as creative a worldview as I have.

And yet I can’t help but think that about half of that time is spent on relatively meaningless social obstructions.