Focus precludes creativity?

Now that I am narrowly focusing on my dissertation, I have noticed that my tendency to generate ideas has slowed. While this is useful both in my current situation (I don’t need distractions while working on the paper that ultimately forms the basis for the beginning of my career as a scholar) and from an evolutionary perspective (if you’re in a situation that requires focus, such as gathering food, unrelated ideas probably don’t serve as well as focusing on the solitary task at hand), it represents a fundamental divide (which is temporarily bridged) between my primary breadth-first mode of thought and the rest of depth-driven society. What is more interesting is that it says something about the operation of society as a whole if the majority of its thinkers are depth-first.

Philosophy and Novelty

I’ve come up with many philosophical ideas that I’ve later discovered to be unoriginal, but I don’t really read much philosophical literature. What, then, is the message? Is it that my thoughts would be original if I had been born a century earlier? Or does the legacy of past philosophers suffuse society to such an extent that the ideas are easily rediscovered, even by one who has never gone out of the way to study them?

Why must novelty be so hard? Must I study previous works every time I discover an idea to ensure that the idea was not written down? I couldn’t; I have far too many ideas and it would take far too long. Neither can I simply throw ideas away, as one particular lesson that I’ve learned from the scientific community is that people simply cannot estimate the potential value of any idea. Paradoxically, an exhaustive study of the field would additionally seem pointless if I am capable of synthesizing others’ philosophies intellectually; the only distinction lies in knowing that an idea is unoriginal. I’m not sure there’s a particularly good answer, except perhaps to ignore it, write as if all of my ideas are original (thanks Descartes), and let society sift through them later if it chooses (and if it doesn’t, there’s no point in writing them down in the first place because they’ll simply be ignored).

Dissertation – Week 2

Tensor theory is deep. It’s one of those areas that’s much more complicated than it needs to be. The good news is that I can still pick the fundamentals up within an hour and it’s going to enable me to write a lot of background if I want to (I’m thinking around a 35 page background section is sufficient, leaving me around 80 or 90 for methodology and the remainder for other sections and appendices). I’m done talking about SVD and its equivalents, but now I get to mention PCA, ICA, and LSI! 🙂

I wanted to perform an actual experiment this week and get started on the methodology, but unfortunately, I don’t understand how our data is formatted and the only one who can explain it to me isn’t around when I am until next Tuesday, so that is going to have to wait.

I’ve written 4.5 pages so far; 6 left to meet the weekly goal. It may all be background, but I can do it if I take tomorrow and maybe Saturday to write.

And Einstein notation? I admire Einstein as much as the next guy, but that’s a pretty stupid idea, honestly, whether Einstein introduced it or not. Think about it: not only are you summing without using a + or summation symbol, but you’re now using both subscripts and superscripts to describe things that are not true indices or exponents. I certainly don’t think I’ll be using it in my dissertation.

That International Scholar Laureate Program again

Since I am again a member of the National Dean’s List this year, I knew it was only a matter of time before they sent the letter inviting me to attend a series of lectures in China for $5,000 again. While the program is not nearly as selective as they’d like to make people think, the people who go do seem to genuinely enjoy the experience (essentially, it’s a vacation where you get to talk to interesting people, much like the conference I just came back from). However, it’s far too disruptive and too expensive to even consider, especially with my planned dissertation timeline this year, so I usually just stash the letter in my “archive of things I’ll look back on someday and laugh at” (a.k.a. my closet).

The interesting thing is that this year, they didn’t assign me to a “delegation”, to be shipped off to China. They let me pick both the “delegation” and the country.

I don’t know if this represents an overall change in the program or if they actually understand the polymath thing I’m aiming for. Either way, it’s an interesting change, if irrelevant (because I’m still not going).

Word 2007

Is one of the most awful pieces of software Microsoft has ever released.

Including Windows ME.

The thing likes to corrupt every document it touches. Already I’ve lost my old resume (I have a new one, though) and my dissertation (I have a backup, though) to this idiotic program.

Dissertation – Week 1

Writing this week encompases the remainder of the preliminaries, plus the beginning of the background section. In this, I explain the mechanics of general Singular Value Decomposition and the Tucker decomposition, as well as the High-Order Singular Value Decomposition (HOSVD) generalization. I’m not writing the abstract yet, as I’m not precisely sure what the full scope of the experiments will cover yet. It’ll depend on the results, so I’ll probably write the abstract last (or right before the dedications, anyway).

The pagination guidelines are interesting: the copyright page is second, but it begins the numbering with “iii”. So the second page is numbered third? (Is something inserted post-defense between the title and copyright pages?)

I’m going to pwn this dissertation.

Oh, and I’m a member of another honor society now: Golden Key. That makes five honor societies; all I’m waiting for now is Upsilon Pi Epsilon, who should have already inducted me according to their criteria.

To Paraphrase Newton…

If I have seen further, it is because no one stood in my way.

If I have seen further, it is because I had the best seats in the house.

If I have seen further, it is because I bought a pair of binoculars.

If I have seen further… eh, you’re not missing much anyway.

Any others? 🙂

Short Response to a Boulez Quote

“[A]ny musician who has not experienced — I do not say understood, but truly experienced — the necessity of dodecaphonic music is USELESS. For his whole work is irrelevant to the needs of his epoch.”
Pierre Boulez (“Eventuellement…”, 1952, translated as “Possibly…”)
(Wikipedia)

“No, it means the epoch rather than the musician is USELESS. Majority adoption justifies NOTHING.”
–My response.

There seems to be something about the training at the Paris Conservatory of Music since Messiaen that (a) encourages atonality and (b) discourages the free thought necessary to critically evaluate a musical paradigm, because every composer I’ve encountered or read about that spent a significant amount of time there has been absolutely intolerant of tonality for the simple reason that it isn’t the way “modern” classical music is composed. They see tonality as something archaic, to be discarded without even evaluating the idea.

And as anyone following my blog knows, I think discarding ideas without evaluating them is nearly always a very stupid thing to do.

They are also not content to simply hold their own views, but determined to impose them upon others despite resistance, with conviction born of either aesthetic absolutism or a lack of individual thought. In essence, like so many other people, they’ve subjugated themselves to the social demands on their eras rather than defining their own styles and writing music (or doing whatever) for the sake of its own existence (luckily, this nearly guarantees that they will fade when those eras are over, because social demand is nothing if not capricious and they have no other leg to stand upon).

It is also worth noting that classical music began to decline in popularity right around the time that Modernist atonality emerged. It isn’t a coincidence, and to say that atonal music is socially demanded is to ignore the very forces that marginalized classical music to begin with. The only music that’s truly in demand is popular music now, and it’s your own fault!